It's common respect,
Forced out demands don't mean a thing.
Not when feelings are hurt,
And threats wasted.
What is the point in hurting people we do not know?
There was no first strike,
No reason behind this brutal conquest.
They were innocent.
And if the victim was guilt ridden?
Well that is their fault,
But aiming at everyone doesn't give good odds.
If we are all one being, human,
Then what gives the right to hurt one another?
To hold things against each other?
We are all dying,
The cause?
Disrespect.
Broken.
Shattered windows and painted shadow faces.
Red running water. Take me away.
Continued heartbeats,
Matching paces.
Webs of Velcro hearts.
Velvet kisses, slim risks.
Lost in a sea of hopelessness.
Mislaid thoughts, far gone.
Tricky winds that push through the limit.
Crashing against knock hard rocks.
Sinking.
Unexpected failure.
Deserted.
Memories without a meaning.
Silly little incantations.
Words jumbled up, irretrievable.
Broken.
You cry,
You try,
To see the world.
You never know,
Just how to show,
Your feelings are amuck.
You cry a secret plee,
For help but please,
Please never works.
Life goes crazy,
It's dizzy and hard.
Full of rights and wrongs,
Full of deception and hate,
But at the same time,
Full of love.
You try to see,
So many things.
You try to feel,
So many feelings.
But trying,
Trying never works.
Everything goes wrong,
In this misery of yours and,
There's nothing you can do.
You see the world,
Through your eyes but,
It never works!
I see my family,
All shriveled up and scared.
They are sad,
I am lonely.
It doesn't work this way
It shouldn't be this way.
But it is and I cry,
Late at night,
When nobodies looking.
They all think I have it good.
The perfect family,
The perfect life.
But they are wrong.
I hurt that perfect family,
It's all my fault,
See my family agrees,
They tell me the truth,
But I try to ignore it.
But now I feel like a big idiot.
The thing is I've come to realize something...
I'm a little monster.
The one that makes everybody run in fear.
And I can't do anything about it,
No matter how much I wish it.
It's my destiny to hurt other
I look around and see them all,
Laughing and talking and having a ball.
But your not there and,
oh how I wish,
I didn't care.
But it doesn't work that way,
my feelings for you,
So powerful and yet so true.
I look at all your friends the ones you left behind,
Laughing like you always do.
You used to talk to me so happily.
Not any more,
Not since your gone.
This game you play,with my emotions?
I'm sick of it and I hope you know it.
Your gone,
But you'll come back.
You always do,
I'm so tired of what you put me through.
The laughing,
The crying and,
The wishing too.
Are you happy without me there?
Do you wish I didn't care
It's common respect,
Forced out demands don't mean a thing.
Not when feelings are hurt,
And threats wasted.
What is the point in hurting people we do not know?
There was no first strike,
No reason behind this brutal conquest.
They were innocent.
And if the victim was guilt ridden?
Well that is their fault,
But aiming at everyone doesn't give good odds.
If we are all one being, human,
Then what gives the right to hurt one another?
To hold things against each other?
We are all dying,
The cause?
Disrespect.
Broken.
Shattered windows and painted shadow faces.
Red running water. Take me away.
Continued heartbeats,
Matching paces.
Webs of Velcro hearts.
Velvet kisses, slim risks.
Lost in a sea of hopelessness.
Mislaid thoughts, far gone.
Tricky winds that push through the limit.
Crashing against knock hard rocks.
Sinking.
Unexpected failure.
Deserted.
Memories without a meaning.
Silly little incantations.
Words jumbled up, irretrievable.
Broken.
You cry,
You try,
To see the world.
You never know,
Just how to show,
Your feelings are amuck.
You cry a secret plee,
For help but please,
Please never works.
Life goes crazy,
It's dizzy and hard.
Full of rights and wrongs,
Full of deception and hate,
But at the same time,
Full of love.
You try to see,
So many things.
You try to feel,
So many feelings.
But trying,
Trying never works.
Everything goes wrong,
In this misery of yours and,
There's nothing you can do.
You see the world,
Through your eyes but,
It never works!
I see my family,
All shriveled up and scared.
They are sad,
I am lonely.
It doesn't work this way
It shouldn't be this way.
But it is and I cry,
Late at night,
When nobodies looking.
They all think I have it good.
The perfect family,
The perfect life.
But they are wrong.
I hurt that perfect family,
It's all my fault,
See my family agrees,
They tell me the truth,
But I try to ignore it.
But now I feel like a big idiot.
The thing is I've come to realize something...
I'm a little monster.
The one that makes everybody run in fear.
And I can't do anything about it,
No matter how much I wish it.
It's my destiny to hurt other
I look around and see them all,
Laughing and talking and having a ball.
But your not there and,
oh how I wish,
I didn't care.
But it doesn't work that way,
my feelings for you,
So powerful and yet so true.
I look at all your friends the ones you left behind,
Laughing like you always do.
You used to talk to me so happily.
Not any more,
Not since your gone.
This game you play,with my emotions?
I'm sick of it and I hope you know it.
Your gone,
But you'll come back.
You always do,
I'm so tired of what you put me through.
The laughing,
The crying and,
The wishing too.
Are you happy without me there?
Do you wish I didn't care
My nickname is Nikks but people used to call me Bunny, Rabbit or BunnyBob lol. I love to listen to Linkin Park, Carrie Underwood, Taylor Swift, Paramore and Relient K they are the best! I am hyperactive and bubbly but I have my depressed side I just never show it! I can make you laugh when your in a sad mood. Oh and I'll be 17 on the 28th of April so I can't wait!!! which automatically means I am 16 now but am just too lazy to go get my permit and then license so yah PS I have brown hair and eyes but my eyes turn black sometimes!
i can draw actual people really well whenever we have a sketch day in my advanced art class and we have fellow students model for us i always get an amazing comment of my work from my teacher^^ I'm new at it too always did do good with still life i should upload some stuff and show you guys^^ its awesome... but i suck at paint... i did work with ink today though, we used it like watercolor and my picture looked a lot like the model^^ i am really proud of it but didn't expect my teacher to tell everyone to look at my picture it was embarrassing and i started to feel like i should of worked harder... but my teacher told us that we had to work o
I really do not like my mom right now!!! She keeps grounding me for the stupidest reasons ever and I am so sick of it *if you want to know the stupid reasons message me*. I hate how I haven't been able to get on the computer very much and it is killing me especially since I am like addicted to the internet!!! AGH!
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I blame most of my grounding on my sister!!!
hellos peoples how are you i'm new and i would love to meet you all... i currently have a quizilla and if you do too search cookie crumbs and look for the writer hyperballofawesomeness and then go to her friends list and look for me the username is the same as my deviant bye bye!!!